"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it" (Matthew 7:13-14 NIV Bible).

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Wednesday, September 8, 2010

GO AWAY!!! JUST GO FAR, FAR AWAY AND LEAVE US ALONE!!! YOU DON'T BELONG ANYMORE, AND YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE INTERFERED FROM THE BEGINNING. BUT, GOD WILL RESTORE ALL THINGS AND MAKE THINGS RIGHT FOR ME AGAIN.

Grrrrrr.......

I just don't think I can take this again. Another woman stole the affections of MY children from me several years ago and my kids would not even talk to me for 4 VERY long years. I died inside! I may as well have physically. I have had my kids back for over a year now. She is NOT even their step mom anymore, yet she still calls MY kids hers! How long will this go on? And now, once again, my daughter isn't speaking to me. She ignores my texts, messages, and notes. My heart is being ripped from my chest again and I cannot do a thing about it. I pray, nothing. I cry. and i cry. Did I mention I cry! I am anxious, which is effecting my health. I'll probably end up with cancer again as a result of this mess, again! Lord, I literally do not have the strength or the energy to endure this pain again. I can't take it. Help me please? Father, hear your daughter's cry for mercy and deliverance. I NEED You, Father, please help me.