Ugggh, I really really hate

Ugggh, I really really hate talkin' on the phone, but i guess I better get er done, they're not gonna get done any other way! :D

GO AWAY!!! JUST GO FAR, FAR AWAY AND LEAVE US ALONE!!! YOU DON'T BELONG ANYMORE, AND YOU NEVER SHOULD HAVE INTERFERED FROM THE BEGINNING. BUT, GOD WILL RESTORE ALL THINGS AND MAKE THINGS RIGHT FOR ME AGAIN.

Grrrrrr.......

I just don't think I can take this again. Another woman stole the affections of MY children from me several years ago and my kids would not even talk to me for 4 VERY long years. I died inside! I may as well have physically. I have had my kids back for over a year now. She is NOT even their step mom anymore, yet she still calls MY kids hers! How long will this go on? And now, once again, my daughter isn't speaking to me. She ignores my texts, messages, and notes. My heart is being ripped from my chest again and I cannot do a thing about it. I pray, nothing. I cry. and i cry. Did I mention I cry! I am anxious, which is effecting my health. I'll probably end up with cancer again as a result of this mess, again! Lord, I literally do not have the strength or the energy to endure this pain again. I can't take it. Help me please? Father, hear your daughter's cry for mercy and deliverance. I NEED You, Father, please help me.

others, it does not go

others, it does not go unpunished! God's word says you will reap what you sow! Justice prevails! Praise Jesus!
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Well, looks like someone may

Well, looks like someone may FINALLY reaping some of their sowing! We get away with nothing and when we do that much harm to...

Tortured in my heart!

I'm so sick of people trying to interfere with my relationships. I have this one person who is a thorn in my flesh. Just won't stay out of my relationships...the most important relationships! Claims to know what love is yet will not allow me to enjoy mine. I try so hard not to hate this person, but she makes it so difficult. Things were going so great, and now she is back causing problems.

Why Lord, won't this person just go away? The situation has changed, not a part of it anymore, and definitely not all that anymore, yet will not stay out of our lives. Father, please help me with this. I beg of You Lord to make this torture stop. Amen!

My new king size bed

My new king size bed just arrived! I'm sooooo excited! My 14 in Memory Foam king size mattress will be here tomorrow! YAY!!
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Household repairs...

I am home today getting a new gas furnace installed. The old one was the original that was installed when the townhomes were built in the 80's...82 to be exact! So it was definitely time to replace. The old one was about 50% efficient, and this new one is 80% efficient! :D Yay!!!

With God's strength ALL things are possible!

I have been on a very strict low calorie diet called HCG (homeopathic version) and it has worked pretty good, praise be to God Almighty! I have lost 15 pounds so far and feeling great! I no longer have to have sugar or snack while I watch television! Tomorrow is my last day to use the drops, then I get to start adding in more food, minus sugar and starches, for three weeks while my new weight sets in. I plan to do another round using the drops because I have a few more pounds I still want, and need to lose.




I could not have made it this far without the support of my husband and friends, but most importantly without God's strength!

God Rocks!!!

God has been teaching me some lessons in life and love and dealing with people. I was recently involved in a conflict and did not behave reverently or appropriately. However, God humbled me and taught me that I need to remember to see others thru His eyes and love others thru His heart. The Word tells us that we should esteem others greater than ourselves. I had temporarily got caught up in self and failed to "esteem" others greater than myself. My feelings and what was done to me was my focus. I got way too busy and was unable to spend time with my Lord for days, and did not allow myself quality sleep and rest either. As a result a situation got momentarily out of control. There is an acronym I like: B.U.S.Y. = Being, Under, Satan's, Yoke! When we allow ourselves to get too busy we allow Satan a foothold, which the Word of God warns us about. Without quality time alone with God we are vulnerable to the attacks of the enemy and most times fall into his trap. We must always remember that it's not about me! But, it is all about God, His kingdom, and winning lost souls! I think we would all get along so much better and this world would be in a better state if we would all focus all our attention on Christ and what He is doing around us, rather than on self, what I want and what makes ME happy!

Jesus suffered much for us, for our freedom from sin, death, Hell, and the grave. He gave His life for you and me. Who are no better than our Lord; we can NOT suffer any less than Him, nor can we think we deserve to be treated better. If we consider our "brothers and sisters" better than us, focus our attentions on their rights and feelings, we will not be so concerned about our own rights and feelings, etc., and will therefore be much happier and well adjusted people of God and in the community.